Anonymous - Operation Blackout

Second fall, same as the first, a little bit harder, and a whole lot worse.

Fell off of Sundance today, it wasnt his fault. The look in his eyes as he saw me on the ground crying he nuzzled up to me. Why cant he be mine?

Yup, I fell off. I don't mind I told Sundance it wasn't his fault, but his owners don't understand him. My trainer says "he doesn't spook", yeah, that's totally why I got bucked off today and was ran into a tree after he reared a couple weeks back. Nope, the mustang doesn't spook at all. So now not only do I need a new helmet, but I need a new trainer who will actually believe me when I tell her that Sundance does spook,

but is over all a good horse. I need a trainer, who when I use the commands that my boss, Sundance's owner taught me, won't yell at me for using as "their not proper". Bullshit. If that's how Sundance was trained goddammit, than those are the fucking commands I'm going to use on him. Kay? Good.

Jake said he'll get me a new helmet for Christmas & my birthday which is alright, as a cheap one is like $50 :) But, I'm so lucky I had the helmet on. I hit that ground so hard, I'm actually questioning if I have a slight concussion from the hit. My helmet had already been through one fall, and is about 8 years old, so I needed a new one as the protection foam was disintegrating, I just didn't plan on forcing the need of a new one, by falling off a horse and onto a couple rocks.

If there's one thing that my old trainer Jen taught me, was that it's never the horses fault. It's always you. I made sure Sundance knew that I wasn't mad at him. I was mad at Otis (the dog who spooked Sundance). And I told Sundance that he did everything right and I still loved him. He even let me give him a kiss :)

Now, I just have to find a trainer who will travel out to Timbuktu and has worked with Mustangs and will listen to me.

Cae ♥

PS. for those wondering, this is what Sundance looks like :)

I can’t take it any longer

Thought that we were stronger

All we do is linger

Slipping through our fingers

I don’t want to try now

All that’s left is goodbye to

Find a way that I can tell you

I hate this part right here

I hate this part right here

I just can’t take your tears

I hate this part right here

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I would title this, but I can't. I'm not allowed to as I don't want to fuel the rumors going around the fire world. Daddy got off of the phone with R about the new dealership. The guy starting it is from the T devision from G. I couldn't feel more sick to my stomach if I wanted to. I hate all of this.

They just want Daddy to go on as a salesman, so it'd be a pay-cut, probably. Daddy doesn't know. He's meeting with M, who's starting the new company next Wednesday, he'll know more information about it. At the same time, Daddy and Mr. W are going out to visit MBW in the near future. I won't have to move those, so I guess that's good. Right?

I hate. Absolutely hate. Close minded. Homophobic. People.

I do. I absolutely do. Especially when they're someone's parents. I understand it's normal to write the opposite gender's title, but if you know that your daughter, for example, is bisexual then when you blog about her being "whisked away" put boyfriend/girlfriend. No one cares about the fact your daughter is bisexual, the only one that does is your daughter and her girlfriend (that'd be me, who's currently ranting). So next time you're daughter may have a boyfriend who will whisk her away to spend the holiday with his people. remember that she doesn't just like boys.

And on another note, way to kill my day future ma-in-law. Clearly you "adore" A, and he's so amazing. You just haven't seen how amazing I am yet.

That is all from this very annoyed little girlfriend, who lives far, far, away.

Dear Government,

Not all middle class citizens are first generation college students. Not all middle class citizens can afford everything. Not all middle class citizens breeze through life without feeling the pinch of not having enough money. Not all middle class citizens can afford the $600 per 3 credit community college class and go to college full time. Not all middle class citizens can pay their taxes without skipping grocery shopping, or fueling their car up. Not all middle class citizens are the same.

So please stop saying we are, and saying we’re better than the lower class and worse than the upper class. Because some of us can’t afford it. Some of us happen to struggle through our lives to get our damn college education and all we want is to give the same to our children, but you’re preventing us from doing so. So please stop giving us more gray hairs, and making us skip eating as we have to pay taxes to you.

Sincerely,

Broke college student who can’t afford class for next semester and can’t get dual enrollment as her mother went to college.

Two Lesbians Raised A Baby And This Is What They Got

Two Lesbians Raised A Baby And This Is What They Got

Amen! I love this