This couldn't get worse if it tried

Here I am sitting at the West Warren Library, waiting for Mama to pick me up.

I was laid off from the horse barn, because of the financial times and what not. I absolutely understand what my boss is understanding, as her husband's company is the company my father works for. R dropped them, and everything is up in the air. Then an ex-employee went with a competitor and they all of a sudden want to pick up MM, which is a complete surprise, and if they do, than that's two companies that have dropped Y. Ontop of that she's having family problems, and her middle son is living at home do to legal problems. So, I was let go because they can't afford me.

I'm sad, as I will miss "my babies". Especially Sundance. No one understands him over there. His owner is afraid of him, his wife has her own horse. Her grandkids can't ride for crap. and jerk on his reins.

This Christmas season sucks already. I'm ready for it to be over. Ontop of that, at the library there are some things happening, that I can't speak of just in case someone I know reads this, and yeah. But I'm about ready to walk home from the library without a jacket to just cry and drink coffee.

Anyways, I'm done for this Christmas season. It may leave now. Right now. I'm done with it.

Sincerely,
Cae ♥

Govenment Censoring the Internet

I ████████ can’t ████████ understand ████████ your ████████ accent ████████████████████████████████

If we let the government censor the internet, what's going to be next? The right of free speech? The right of bearing arms? The right of religious freedom? Our government has strayed so far away from what our founding fathers created this country on. But we should have expected it with the church and state separation. When the pledge didn't end with Amen anymore. When gun control got stricter. We've had warning signs Americans, we've just failed to do anything about it and now my dear Americans, you're making a world that I can't change when I can vote. You're making a world where I'll be telling my kids "I remember the time when this country was a free land". You better change it now before the government takes all of your voice. As a famous man once said, "And the truth is, there is something terribly wrong with this country, isn't there? Cruelty and injustice, intolerance and oppression. And where once you had the freedom to object, to think and speak as you saw fit, you now have censors and systems of surveillance coercing your conformity and soliciting your submission. How did this happen? Who's to blame? Well certainly there are those more responsible than others, and they will be held accountable, but again truth be told, if you're looking for the guilty, you need only look into a mirror. I know why you did it. I know you were afraid. Who wouldn't be? War, terror, disease. There were a myriad of problems which conspired to corrupt your reason and rob you of your common sense. Fear got the best of you, and in your panic you turned to the now high chancellor, Adam Sutler. He promised you order, he promised you peace, and all he demanded in return was your silent, obedient consent." and this same man also said "People should not be afraid of their governments. Governments should be afraid of their people."

Let Me Just Tell You Something

There’s no such thing as gay marriage. In fact gay marriage is a made up thing, because when I marry my girlfriend. I will not be sending out wedding invites that say “please join Cae & A in the celebration of joining their lives together with gay marriage” I will just say marriage. Because that’s exactly what it is. It’s marriage. Nothing else. There’s no difference between marriage and same-sex marriage. You’re marrying the person you love. So what if she’s a female and you’re a female. Who cares?

New York just passed their Gay marriage law, and all my friends are commenting how congrats to all the gays. Here I am going “There’s no such thing as gay marriage. I just call it marriage.”

We’re obsessed with labels here in America. You can’t tell me we’re not! If you see a black girl walking down the street, you’re gonna thing “nigger”. If you see an over-weight person walking down the street, you’re gonna think “fat cow,” or something to that aspect. If you see some dressed in black, and listens to music you don’t enjoy, you’re gonna call them “emo”. You see two girls holding hands, you’re gonna call them “fags”. Have you ever just thought that you don’t know more than what you see?

You’re judging a book by it’s cover. You don’t know the skinny girl from the one who battles with an eating disorder. You can’t tell the difference between a gay couple and two friends that are practically sisters. You can’t tell, and you never will tell until you get to know those people.

We’re like books, you see. We come in different shapes and sizes, we smell differently, we even come in different colors. We all have a different story within, but some may mimic each other at times. You’ll never fully know why they are the way they are, until you understand the ins and outs of their lives. You won’t understand why their “pages” are worn until you see how many people have handled the book. And even after you’ve read it. You won’t know everything about the book, because you weren’t the one who put the ink on the paper.

So next time you’re walking down the street and you see someone that don’t dress the same as you, don’t label them. Because there’s someone on that street labeling you, and if you knew it you wouldn’t like it.

Maybe, just maybe, we can get to the point were Americans will limit their labeling people, and we can lower to amount of self-harmers, people with eating disorders, suicidal people, because you know what? Words hurt just as bad as sticks and stones.