2. What's something in your life right now that feels like a 'giant'? My depression and the recovery of everything. I never thought I could have such a giant burden on myself, until I was officially diagnosed with depression. Even then, I could handle it. I've always been handling it, well at least I thought. Even after April, even after the Psych ward, I still came out on top. I still handled it. But now, lately. It's a huge weight on top of me. Something that's getting harder every second I wake up in the morning. Everyday I'm one more day in recovery, it's the fear of relapsing. The fear of taking a blade to my skin again. I have never had the feelings of something this giant in my life, and it's seeming to get harder with each day I try to get better.
3. What's the first thing that comes to mind when you think back to being 18? Erm, that's in one year and 9 days. . .
4. Coconut-mashed potatoes-vanilla ice cream-mayonnaise...which white food would be the hardest to give up? Mashed potatoes, they're really yummy :) I don't eat coconuts often, mayo isn't in the house often, and ice cream, what's that? :p
5. Describe an incident or a day you remember as the coldest you've ever experienced? Three days ago, when it was 2 degrees when I woke up to go to church. . .I want to live in Hawaii
6. You're hosting a brunch...what's your favorite dish to prepare and serve? I don't like cooking breakfast. It's a boring meal. . . Erm, how about cinnamon buns. . .That sounds like a good dish to serve :p
7. How do you combat negative thinking? Music. Music will always make the negative thoughts disappear. Music is the only thing that's keeping me alive right now. Well and some other people :p
8. Insert your own random thought here.
Did you all see the Ravens choke on that field goal kick?! I thought my Pats were going to lose. Then when the Giants were playing they only one by a field goal! MY GIANTS ALMOST LOST!!! IT WAS IN OT! Please tell me I wasn't the only one freaking out here in MA! Yes, I'm a Giants fan, but I support the Pats when they don't play the Giants, which of course is only during the Superbowl.
Fun fact: Durham, CT a small town, of only about 10,000, is the geographical middle between the Pats football stadium and the Giants football stadium. It's time for a 2007 rematch!
GO GIANTS!
And one last time, the best FG miss in the world in the AFC.
~Cae
2 comments:
Sorry you're having a rough time. I hope you find brighter days soon. Take care.
Joyce - Thanks (: I'm working on it. xx
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